I have been working on myself for years, and I love this work of freeing myself to find more joy ,peace,and love. I found a series of webinars that have me really digging deeper then ever before, letting go of old patterns that where in the unconscious, moving from head space to heart space. I am finding that I am still playing small, playing the I don't deserve game, being small in my relationships, pick up morsels of love, and being okay with lack.
I woke up this morning and realized how small I was being in the area of love, because my heart burst open into a new vibration where I feel more self love then ever, and I realized that I was giving myself the morsel, I wasn't GIFTING myself Big open love, I was okay with not having.
LOVE is a beautiful thing, LOVE is our way home, and LOVE is the gateway to paradise , to feel whole,and happy. Allowing myself to explore this new love for myself that comes from within ,one that brings new opportunity to live full out only comes from the heart space.
Allowing our self to move into the heart is a big step, it is a leap of faith into a new beginning with out a net ,just wings to fly, to soar into the newness of who we truly are and it attracts all things that the heart wants, it manifest the most beautiful things for us, IT shows up, and all we have to do is take it, be in the moment and soar with it.
I LOVE THAT.
Things will seem random and chaotic, but I love being me .The older I grow in age the better I feel .You might get words of wisdom here ,or just some rambling .I don't know for sure .